to hesitate; hesitate; to hold back; hold back; to balk; balk; to falter; falter; to be reluctant; reluctant; to be unwilling; unwilling; to begrudge; begrudge; to have loose painful bowel movement; have loose painful bowel movement; to suffer from tenesmus; suffer from tenesmus; to be reluctant ; to be unwilling ; to hesitate ; to grudge; to be tardy ; to put off; reluctant ; to be unwilling ; to hesitate ; to grudge; to be tardy ; to put off; to falter; to slacken; to slow down; falter; to slacken; to slow down; to have a frequent urge to defecate but difficulty passing stool; to suffer from tenesmus; have a frequent urge to defecate but difficulty passing stool; to suffer from tenesmus
