これまでずいぶんたくさんアニメーションを作ってきましたが、しかしなかなか未だに巧くアニメーションを作るのは難しく、大変です。
Ive made a lot of anime so far, but even now, making good anime is still very difficult and challenging.
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Even when I actually try to start, I always feel confused about what to do.
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However, as the work gradually began to take shape, I started to feel a joy bubbling up inside my heart.
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And so, in order to bridge or widen the gap between the finished image and the one in my mind, I put in a lot of work, and in the end, I have no choice but to accept it somewhere along the way, let it go, and bring it to a close.
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However, even if I think its over at that moment, after some time passes, I start to regret things like I should have done this or I should have done that, and when I attend a screening of my own anime, I feel unbearably uncomfortable.
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Not only in anime, but generally, creators—more or less—immerse themselves in creative activities not just for fun, but by experiencing such emotions and devoting themselves every day as if they are in training, hoping that next time they will be able to express their best version of themselves.
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And they dream that someday they will be freed from this demon and finally find peaceful days in their hearts.
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There are many difficulties and things that dont go as we wish in the real world, but when I soar freely in the world of the mind through creative activities, I find a deep joy there that no other entertainment can provide. And that is one of the reasons why I cannot escape from this demon.
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And I believe that when I am able to bring together a value that cannot be expressed in words into a single, completed work, it brings me an absolute sense of fulfillment that goes beyond the reactions or evaluations of others.
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