これまでずいぶんたくさんアニメーションを作ってきましたが、しかしなかなか未だに巧くアニメーションを作るのは難しく、大変です。
I have made a lot of animations so far, but creating good animations is still very difficult and challenging for me.
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Even when I start doing something, I always feel lost and dont know what to do.
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However, as the work gradually took shape, I began to feel a growing sense of joy.
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And in order to bring my work closer to or further from the image in my mind, I go through many steps, but in the end, I have to accept it, let it go somewhere along the way, and finish it.
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However, even if I think its over at that moment, after some time passes, I start to regret things like I should have done this or I should have done that, and when I attend a screening of my own anime, I cant stand the feeling.
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Not only anime creators, but probably all creators, to a greater or lesser extent, experience such emotions and immerse themselves in their craft every day as if they are undergoing training—not just for fun, but hoping that next time, they will be able to express their best selves.
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And I dreamed that someday I would be freed from this demon and be able to enjoy peaceful days in my heart.
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There are many difficulties and things that dont go as we wish in the real world, but when I soar freely in the world of the mind through creative activities, I experience a profound joy that no other entertainment can offer—and that is one of the reasons why I cant escape from this demon.
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And when I am able to give form to value that cannot be expressed in words through my work, I believe it brings me an absolute sense of fulfillment that goes beyond others’ reactions or evaluations.
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